ive had a lot on my mind.
i try to separate certain aspects of my life. but they just get all jumbled up. no matter how hard i try, they intertwine and make a big ol mess.
im real frustrated. school is stressing me out. i just want to be done! but in reality your never done. you spend your childhood going to school, i think its just a way to not have kids sitting at home or kids out causing a ruckus. however, we grow up in an institution, i saw my teachers more than my friends. now im a young adult paying to go to school, and i still feel like im learning nothing. or its the same stuff ive been learnign since grade school. i feel like in todays society you need a masters or even a doctorate to ensure a career. =/
i miss living in richmond. i miss the people in richmond. i miss the experience living in richmond. i miss vcu.
odu is sucking the life out of me. im drowning here. =/
Mindy White + Anthony Green = perfect combo
becuase you have drunk assholes pick up your phone when i’m only returning a phone call to you since i was busy when you called.
maybe its becuase i can’t trust you because you allow stupid shit like the above happen
maybe its because i just dont care to have friends, because i dont care to get hurt anymore
maybe its because i find you to be one of the fakest people i know
i could go on forever, but maybe you should stop trying to be everyones friend and figure out what you really want, because you aren’t going to say you want to be my friend and you miss me and then when i call you, you have someone pick up like im not a big deal to you, obviously i am a big deal with all the shit you let flow from your lips but i see its so easy for you to want to be my friend less when you are with someone who doesnt want me to be with .
maybe its because i didnt have my phone and i had no idea you called.
maybe im just like you and you know it, so it freaks you out.
maybe you actually care, so you dont want to be friends, because im capable of hurting you.
